Seen the padetrician (spell wrongly lah....it's baby doc) and suddenly his jaundice went up to 13.1.....and doc say 14 must admit to hospital.....I was so worried when I received the call when I got home after seeing the doc.....felt a little like crying......cos it's like there's nothing that I can do to make him better.......and a baby is so small, he can't say anything if he's uncomfortable or not feeling well..
But thank God....He really gave me a very good child...Emmanuel hardly cries and only cries when he's hungry or really needing something......! I was so awed with the fact that as I was feeding him the other day....felt that wow God...what have I done to deserve a child....a child that the Lord gave to me......yup.....and it's like a new life given......
Then today..whole day raining.....wasn't able to sun him......so felt so like aiyo.....I can't do anything for him.........and yah....breastfeeding is rather frightening.....as in....I really do not know if there's enuff for him...haa...the nurse and all tell me so far....very very good...but rather frightening.......and I guess hmph.....when he has jaundice, he doesn't really want to drink..so am worried......
On the other hand...praise God....after 2 days of discharging from hospital....he gain about 300 grams..haaa...so I think i'm feeding him well...jus paranoid lah...
Keep on praying and believing....this is indeed a season of FAITH! Seeing the unseen and believing!
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